blue on blue
Okay, so clearly, I am in a rut.
And if I keep walking in it, I will only make it deeper.
I need to gather myself and jump up and out, up over that edge I can barely reach.
The thing is, I’m very clumsy and I’m probably going to slide back in, several times.
So I keep waiting. First I say I will try it after I do this thing, and then I think I will wait and do it after that thing, or when I am here, or after I’m done with this.
This is how the days keep getting past me.
See? I’m actually starting to figure a couple of things out. I have to stop waiting. For anything. Waiting just adds to the problem. I need to be climbing, scrambling, building a ladder, planting trees, or digging steps in the sides of this cave.
And I need to look up. I keep forgetting that part. Well, hey, it’s slippery in winter, you need to watch where you are going so you don’t fall down.
But what if I do fall down?
Is that the question?